If You're Bored

I don't mean to scare you but I
I've not been sleeping lately
And phone calls
Aren't doing much to help

So, if it's all the same I'd
Just ask to never have
To offer explanation
Or excuse again

We make believe everyday
We make our lives seem
Like they're still worth living
When we find out in the end
It's only us that we've been kidding

So find the darkest place and
Search under blankets for me
Smothering myself
In this darkness

I am lying down tonight and
You're not lying with me
But honesty doesn't
Sit so well on you
Some things you just can't fake

We make believe everyday
We make our lives seem
Like they're still worth living
Find out in the end
It's only us that we've been kidding

Just another stupid drama
That no one notices but you
And you only take an interest
When there's nothing else to do

But you won't mind
Away from all of it
I can't go away
All of this

But you won't mind
You went for all of that
I can't go away
For all of this

We make believe everyday
We make our lives seem
Like they're still worth living
Find out in the end
It's only us that we've been kidding

Just another stupid drama
That no one notices but you
And you only take an interest
When there's nothing else to do