If I Was Dead

If I was dead
Would you take back anything that you've said
To me

Would you even care
If forever more I was not there
To see
Is that what it would take to set me free from you?

I wish I was dead
Just to dream of all the sweet moments
We once had

The feel of you in my arms
Your scent, the warmth in your kiss
I've never felt so complete
Divine years I so miss
Haunt my head
Now you wouldn't even cry for me if I was dead

I can't believe it's so bad
After everything we had
I can't look
Ahead

I guess you'll never see
How losing you was also losing me
I am dead!

Why has my love forsaken me?