If I Talk To Him

If I talk to him, I'll take him back again
So if he calls please tell him I'm not home

He's gone again, I told him we were through
That he could live his life the way he wanted to
I said my love for him had died but I know it's not true
And if I talk to him my feelings would show through

Yes, if I talk to him, I'll take him back again
I am afraid to even answer the phone
'Cause if I talk to him, I'll take him back again
So if he calls please tell him I'm not home

I tell my heart, I'm better off without him now
But like the other times he change my mind somehow
He'd shed some tears and talk sweet talk, so sure that I believe
But this time it's the end if he'll just let me be

But if I talk to him, I'll take him back again
I am afraid to even answer the phone
'Cause if I talk to him, I'll take him back again
So if he calls please tell him I'm not home