If I'm Not Dreaming

Night is calling, I'm cold and weak
When I'm all alone
Shadows crawling, my mind is bleak
Trying to ignore
You're not here no more

I'm all torn up inside
I wish the sun would rise

I don't wanna know if I'm not dreaming
I don't want to face my fears alone
Every night I wake up cold and screaming
What if I'm not dreaming?

Whispering voices, but no one's there
When I close my eyes
They sing lullabies

I'm all torn up inside
I wish the sun would rise

I don't wanna know if I'm not dreaming
I don't want to face my fears alone
Every night I wake up cold and screaming
What if I'm not dreaming?

I'm drowning
Come hold me
Please wake me up

I don't wanna know if I'm not dreaming
I don't want to face my fears alone

What if I'm not dreaming?

(Chorus)