If I'm Honest

It was never meant to go down like this
Go a feeling deep inside that you couldn't resist
Now I'm just another name on that list

If I could go back I would never have kissed you
So I don't want to waste your time
Because you've already wasted mine
It was never meant to go down like this
No it was never meant to go down like this

He's pulling you close kissing your lips
How did he get you all alone
All of my friends calling me up
Telling me that he walked you home
How could you be so cold...

Did you think of me in that moment
Why couldn't I be what you wanted
He was everything that I wasn't
But I don't really care, if I'm honest
I don't really care, I don't really care
If I'm honest, I don't really care
No I don't really care, if I'm honest

And I wish that there was some other way
But when I see you around it just isn't the same
Walking up in his bed the next day
I gave you my trust and you gave it away

Now, he's pulling you close kissing your lips
How did he get you all alone
All of my friends calling me up
Telling me that he walked you home
How could you be so cold... so cold

Did you think of me in that moment
Why couldn't I be what you wanted
He was everything that I wasn't
But I don't really care, if I'm honest
I don't really care, I don't really care
If I'm honest, I don't really care
No I don't really care, if I'm honest

I tried to hold on, hold on but I couldn't take it
You're not, you're not what I thought
I needed, so stop, just stop with the lies now
I wanna know...

Did you think of me in that moment
Why couldn't I be what you wanted
He was everything that I wasn't
But I don't really care, if I'm honest...

Did you think of me in that moment
Why couldn't I be what you wanted
He was everything that I wasn't
But I don't really care, if I'm honest
I don't really care, I don't really care
If I'm honest, I don't really care
No I don't really care, if I'm honest

It was never meant to go down like this
No it was never meant to go down like this