If

If I could love you
If you had came into my life before
If I could turn and walk away
I would if I could but I can't so please understand

If I could kiss you
If I could hold you in my arms awhile
If I could be with you tonight
I would if I could but I can't so please understand

Baby, baby, baby
I've been wondering
Whatcha doing now
And how your life has been

And now I see you baby
'Cuz you're back again
And you wanna know
If we can kick it again?

But so much has changed now
I gotta man and some kids
I've got responsibilities
So I can't just up and leave
But I wanted you to know that

"It's our secret baby"
Is what you said to me
But there's too much at stake
My home, my family

The thought is tempting baby
But I won't be weak
Can't go out like that
Never, no way, no how not me

Another life, another space
Another time, another place
But not right here and now
I gotta honor my sacred vows

Passions high, desire strong
It's feeling right but this is wrong
And I'm not that kinda girl
I gotta go home to my world