I Used To Have A Crush On You

Now it seems,
I've lost most everything,
Take do me, how this could be,
At least I got my friends,
But how much do you expect these friends to mend,
If I could just wait some more time,
I remember when you said,
What you said,
What you meant about this,
I remember when you felt safe,
You let it begin,
They called it a mistake
Disgracing everything I ever placed (as heaven to me)
But lately it seems it's getting easier to keep these tears from off my cheeks.
Now it seems, I've lost most everything,
Now it seems you've withered
And maybe by next winter,
If I could just wait some more time,
I remember what we said, when we said,
What we meant about this,
I've i could just wait some more time,
I remember when you threw me away not thinking twice,
ARHHHHHH remember,
When the day you went away
And the time it took you to change,
Remember when you told me to take,
To feel it, and fuck it away.
Remember (by next winter my scars will heal.)