I Refuse To Keep On Lving

No matter where I look at
I am waiting in a sea of blood
Where has the time gone?
And what happened in the dark?
Memories of fear, cries, noise and silence
A new day, old routine
I refuse to keep on living such a sad life

Help me out
I try to run away
Help me out
I know you can save me today
Save me this time

A new day, old routine
I refuse to keep on living such a sad life

Red, blood red
No matter where I look at
I am waiting in a sea of blood
I'll go out into the street
Staring eyes, laughing mouths
What have I done?
What have I missed?

Help me out
I try to run away
Help me out
I know you can save me today
Save me this time

Am I home?
Am I safe?
I look into the mirror
Screaming, laughter
Worse than before

Help me out
I try to run away
Help me out
I know you can save me today
Save me this time

No!