I'm Sorry for Everything I've Ever Done

I was a fool, young and insane.
Praying for death, away from my heart.
I made a joke, nobody laughed.
She got uncomfortable like it was sad.

I didn't want anyone else to hear.
That I told a lie, and everyone knew.
She got uncomfortable like it was true.
I don't know why you ever had to leave, please, forgive me.
Please.

I was a fool, numb and deranged.
Far from my home.
Away from my heart.
I was a joke, nobody cared.
She got uncomfortable she was so scared.
I didn't want anyone else to see.

Nothing is true, I want to do anything I can to stay here with you.
I don't know why you ever had to leave.
Please forgive me. Please, forgive me.
Please.