I'm Not Missing You

I know you can't say the same when I tell you I'm wrong
You say that you don't have regrets
Now I'm taking the blame when we're starting to fall
You make me feel like I don't exist
Don't know why I let you get past me this time
Won't break down these walls

If it hurts to hear at all
I don't feel a thing now that you're gone
I wish I could lie as well as you
But all I have left to say is true
I miss the way we never said goodbye
I miss all of the endless starlit nights
I miss our love and laughter too
But I'm not missing you

And I was playing your game, but I was trying to hard
Felt like I could never resist
And I was buried in shame when you caught me off guard
The very second that I started to slip
Were you my dream for a while
Or just time passing me by

If it hurts to hear at all
I don't feel a thing now that you're gone
I wish I could lie as well as you
But all I have left to say is true
I miss the way we never said goodbye
I miss all of the endless starlit nights
I miss our love and laughter too
But I'm not missing you

Or how you're so disguised
I don't need the empty words you said to me well-wasted like our time
Well-written verses better left unsaid

But if it hurts to hear at all
I don't feel a thing now that you're gone
I wish I could lie as well as you
But all I have left to say is true
I miss the way we never said goodbye
I miss all of the endless starlit nights
I miss our love and laughter too
But I'm not missing you