I'm Not Afraid To Die

Another day wasted my hands were shaking I'm lost and breathing out
And what was I chasing my mind was racing I kept myself in doubt
But other than you hell I feel sick we were all torn up and out
And every step I take you're not there at all, at all, at all

You turned your back and I never looked back
And in half the time it was up to the fact that it's all,
Out of my control
It's out of my control
You turned your back and I never looked back
And in half the time it was up to the fact that it's all,
Out of my control
It's out of my control

In another damn place it's another day wasted I can't keep up I've found
And in our defense I can not convince you I kept my heart rate down
And all of our lies well they caught up, in the end I'll find you out, and
Every step I take you're not there is the answer to the loss in you

You turned your back and I never looked back
And in half the time it was up to the fact that it's all,
Out of my control
It's out of my control
You turned your back and I never looked back
And in half the time it was up to the fact that it's all (its all)
Out of my control
Well it's out of my control

The truth is I can run and hide and stare (but I can't)
I am not afraid to die
Am I pretending to be scared?
I am not afraid to die
What's the point in leaving
Is there any point in leaving
Is there any hope at all?
I'm not leaving
No I'm not leaving

Well I am not afraid to die
I am not afraid to die
I am not afraid to die
Wasn't it over? It never was over
You turned your back and I never looked back
And in half the time it was up to the fact that it's all,
Out of my control
It's out of my control