I Love & Hate You

So you got secrets to hide?
I've lived in your opaque black with no one to confide in
Not sure what's truth or lies...
My blood turned Formaldehyde. I'm barely getting by...
I quit! I'm not naive
You can pack up and leave...

You move too slow
I've got depictions in my head telling me no
You're the one I wanted long ago
You taught me much about love and war

But I had to start somewhere...
HEY, look at what I can do now...
Stick my fingers in the middle of you!
I'm going to rip your heart out...
HEY, look at what I can do...
I'll never look back or re-live you

So you say I'm not the not the one?
Hey that's ok and fine with me...
So you say I'm not the not the one?
I'm fine, just leave me alone!
So you say I'm not the not the one?
Stop stringing me along!
I've tried, I've tried and overtime... you realize...
Only when things are gone! (Forever gone)

(Let me ask)
What about my holes?
All you did was fill them with leaves, sticks and stones...
Left with me wanting more
You're my dark horse
You're not a dream worth dying for
I can't pretend anymore
I quit! I'm not naive
You can pack up and leave...

You move too slow
I've got depictions in my head telling me no
You're the one I wanted long ago
You taught me much about love and war

But I had to start somewhere...
HEY, look at what I can do now...
Stick my fingers in the middle of you!
I'm going to rip your heart out...
HEY, look at what I can do...
I'll never look back or re-live you

So you say I'm not the not the one?
Hey that's ok and fine with me...
So you say I'm not the not the one?
I'm fine, just leave me alone!
So you say I'm not the not the one?
Stop stringing me along!
I've tried, I've tried and overtime... you realize...
Only when things are gone! (Forever gone)