I Feel Wrong

Confused desires since my teenage years
I'm the same homo my family fears

For my blue eyed boy
There's a long distance longing
But behind closed doors, fantasies going on
And I feel wrong

Forgive me, Father for I have sinned
I must confess
It's brothers with my eyes that I undress

Once a day, I think about killing myself
I can't carry on
I must be strong even though it hurts
As I sing this song that I feel wrong

And I feel wrong

God, it's only love, it's only love
God, how long will this go on?
And God, for how long will I feel wrong?

And I feel wrong
And I feel wrong
I feel wrong
And I feel wrong