Luyện nghe bài hát I Don't Want The World To See Me

I'm alone and this is how I
I hide my truths up there the shield
I never knew how much it now my heart is steel
You tried to say I but this is true my pain is real

I'm all alone all alone is where my heart is at
I'm not depressed you're the one that it
I'm just a child living the only way I see it
You made me cry these words are lies and I just believe it
You try to make me act like I was someone else
I'm up alone I conform and ill just be myself
I'm blaming you cause it was you that was behind the
I cannot cope I'm losing so tell me how to deal

Look It I'm your so why bother you're my only son
You I love you think about you when my day is done
I know mad ant me were family and that wont change
I miss your mother man I love her and I feel pain

When I'm alone I let it go and throw my up
I fell I'm losing its confusing but I give up
I cant look back I'm trapped inside this crisis
I don't really want the world to see me this
When I'm I let it go and throw my hands up
I fell I'm its confusing but I wont give up
I cant look back I'm feeling trapped inside crisis
I don't really want the world to see me this

I you blame me for the drinking and your mothers death
Its time to swallow and I follow in your father's
I make this world breaks and that's a way of life
You win or lose but way you got to pay the price
I cant sit back I relax and just let you destroy
I you need me son you'll always be my baby boy
Cause its not right to fight anybody that you need
And I'm not yelling I'm just you to try and speak

Well I'm not cause I'm leaving all of it aside
See I'm not loved I'm too pissed off my mother died
You do not walk with me or talk to me you changed
I'm blaming you cause the only one to blame

When I'm alone I let it go and throw my up
I fell I'm losing its confusing but I give up
I cant back I'm feeling trapped inside this crisis
I really want the world to see me like this
When I'm alone I let it go and my hands up
I fell I'm its confusing but I wont give up
I cant look back I'm trapped inside this crisis
I don't really want the world to see me this

at night I talk to mommy cause I know she's watching over me
She's hopefully protecting me I'm in her heart
You should be a man and see that not the enemy
I've tried to show you that your mother through out our memories
I'm living not forgiven that's the way I have to be
Ill try to not deny and throughout this happily
Listen daddy's sorry and I'm hoping we can it through
Likely There cause I don't care cause I'm still mad at you

When I'm I let it go and throw my hands up
I fell I'm losing its but I wont give up
I cant look back I'm feeling trapped inside crisis
I don't really want the world to see me this
I'm alone I let it go and throw my hands up
I fell I'm losing its confusing but I give up
I look back I'm feeling trapped inside this crisis
I don't really want the world to see me like