Gloomy got my head twisted visions of a razor blade Cut my blunt with Stuff it till it's
Sippin' on Tussin' Imagine it, hustlin' Men tusslin', women And they in the corner cryin'
Young niggaz bang and ain't afraid of dyin' Pistol keepers, mobile and beepers Cars and hoes, and plenty for the geekers Me, I'm a break beater, eater
leader, sizzlin' like a fajita But it's so hard for me to stay out the Behind blowin' cheap, fuckin' with freaks What kinda model, I'ma be?
get it twisted Gifted, graphic and realistic God, deliver me from harm and arm me enough to know when to quit
I don't wanna die, I don't die (Lord, forgive me for the that I feel today) I don't wanna die, I wanna die
Thinkin' about what my witnessed Thinkin' about my kids gon' see When get grown and independent you doin' baby?
18, strippin' A small ass apartment, tryin' to flip a I knock shit, unless you a fiend to hock shit, protectin' myself I grab the gock and pop shit
I that's the problem with the world today (What?) Black, white, Asian, so many think this way with me and I'll shoot ya We live in, used to be the space age, future
To droppin' hippies, now they run the country Drug smugglin' with my tax Bomb makers, nuclear, creators power, skin head, Jew and nigga haters
All of this, plus I gotta watch the nigga next you think I pray for, man
I don't die, I don't wanna die (Lord, forgive me for the that I feel today) I don't wanna die, I wanna die
Life ain't nothin' but preparation for the And the demons we all gon' face when The soul and the separate, that's death Nothin' left but darkness, after your last
Well, all of shit is in the past enjoy it While you got it, cause you can't take it your ass Where I'm from, any day can be last why them thug niggaz live life hard and fast
Slowdown and yourself surrounded by the lowdown Unaware, a showdown's about to go Why we gotta clown of bein' kinfolks Why do white folks, all we know is sellin' dope?
Some can't cope and got out from a rope Slit wrists, found shakin' from an Tupac and Biggie got they life snatched Nobody knows they gotta go, mayne
I don't wanna die, I wanna die (Lord, forgive me for the anger that I today) I don't wanna die, I don't die
That's all baby, you know when you gotta go Deaths around the corner, nobody Till somebody kills you but I don't die I don't wanna die, hey, I don't die Can you me? I don't wanna die I don't wanna die, I wanna die
Die Die Die ...