I Did It!

What should I do
Heaven in Los Angeles
A dream just fades away
The same party
The same old ocean
Please say something honestly

Heard you left
So hard it's like
You never even came
Juniper
You were my favorite of all
The boys that were so lame

I'm closing my eyes but the fear stays the same
I'm turning back into the girl that I was
And everyone's acting like I haven't changed
But I know the things that I've done

And I don't know why
I did it, I did and it's so bad
And I know it sounds pathetic
I get but just come back
But I did it, but I did it
I did it... Oh!

What could I say
There were no excuses
There was nothing to explain
I let it ring
I only called you up
To hear you say my name

And then you left
Before they even
Opened the champagne
Juniper
You're still my favorite
Of all the boys that I betrayed

I'm closing my eyes but the fear stays the same
I'm turning back into the girl that I was
And everyone's acting like I haven't changed
But I know the things that I've done

And I don't know why
I did it, I did and it's so bad
And I know it sounds pathetic
I get but just come back
But I did it, but I did it
I did it... Oh!

Drifting through the night
I found you half alive
Let's not be polite
The time for that has passed us by
I'm jaded, cynical, it was unforgivable
I'll never take it back

I don't know why but... I did it...
And I don't know why but... I did it...
Juniper, Juniper