I Couldn't

Naw I can't go back to the way that I was living.
I did many things that's why I ask forgiveness.
Not really religious hope skin gets thickness.
I have to walk from this to keep from getting vicious.
Trying be the gentleman trying be the better man
But on the other hand my temper thin understand.
Hard to be a Christian I'm put in this position.
To wipe the competition going back to that condition.
If I do the blessing I be missin
If I hate it the richness I won't be gettin
Aint worth losing it all
Aint worth losing my call.
Bad choices will be my downfall.
I turn the other cheek and I stand tall.
You want me to be the bad guy your dead wrong
the childish things behind now I'm all grown.
Reaching for the heavens and now it's all home

Come on now Dee get a Taste of this
Never tried before something I won't miss.
Substance abuse will be dismiss.
I couldn't I couldn't I couldn't I couldn't
Don't worry about people let's just get the money.
Not going that way not becoming scummy.
Try to succeed by greed it won't become me
I couldn't I couldn't I couldn't I couldn't

Tempted go off like explosion when trouble is approaching
I can't fall I gotta keep focus.
The lord had spoken putting things in motion.
My instinct to rebelled I do I get a demotion.
I have to behave I'm not going that way.
Now that I'm save I'm calling his name
Bad phase I was crazy sick a lunatic.
I lie to others and myself I was full it.
Now I got something lean on.
The lord to clean on.
Throw me off my game you better dream on.
It's dark in the area this world is getting scarier.
Burdens and stress I carry is getting heavier.
I use to get thug at times now that's behind.
I got a heart and going let my glow shine.

But if I keep praying everything fine.
I got the grace the God and he is all mines.

Do anything you want let's get hectic.
I'm not going that route I'm not living reckless
Striving purpose to help the helpless.
No one will know buried it beneath.
I'm not a big fan of lying through my teeth.
Not going spit lies as I speak. I couldn't I couldn't I couldn't I couldn't

I just got hold together gotta weather storm.
I was built for this since the day I was born.
The new me has form the old was torn.
Can't go back to world for the pain and scorns.
I go to king with crown with thorns.
I be siting ready to go up on the sound of the horn.
I mourn for the misinformed. I mourn for lost.
Keep Jesus in the mix the secret sauce.
Don't answer to these fools cuz God is the Boss.
Win some and loose every battle I fought.
I got the lord in my heart so win by default.
Wasn't best the around if you turn back the clock.
Mind is out of prison in to spiritualism
Not looking for but I 'm looking for wisdom.
Deny Christ in my life you know that I wouldn't.
Not going back I naw I shouldn't I couldn't.

Let's get revenge lets draw first blood.
No way man I can't get all thug.
I do what I love and hold no grudge.
Cuz I couldn't I couldn't I couldn't I couldn't
Don't believe in God he don't even exist
No he's real and I insist.
Every temptation I need to resist.
I couldn't I couldn't I couldn't I couldn't