I believe

(i believe i bevelieve)

(verse 1)i put in work first ,thinking it was nest but it was thoughtless
thougth i was faultless,negleting calls not thinking about the consequenses
i tought i could be independent,but being independent means you hang alone like a pendant
am sorry maa i think about you less
call once in a long time, i know you fell depressed
i know you wonder why your little man is wondering far with all the thnkgs ac done lately no ma am still your baby
cus i cant forget how you put me straight,said i wasnt no kid,but i was always the scape
but ma,i know that i was stubborn av evicted the hate
i know you pray for me to be great ,put food in my plate
right now i think about my misbehavior
we outta the house and you sit alone,praying we return home to ease your labour
i realise that as i ty to be alone
the worlds getting hotter in kelvin soon ill be home alone

(chorus)
i know av fallen down
and you can put he blame on me i lost control of my thought
i know av strayed too far
and time has gone by
but i believe in second chances
i believe i believe!!!

(verse 2)
i regret those reckless moment now in every way
i aint wish my brother happy on his birthday
my homies back in high school
no connection
cut myself away since graduation
i know we aint cool bt we froze
on social media i av been ghosting myself
coating myself in igorance negleting my cells
lame excuses ac been busy trying to package nyself but am driftig away my girl wont pull the break up herself
friends fading away,am losing my way
when i try to play things forward am doing replays
am quitting the chase
i aint got no power cus i lost my base
how could i be wicked my mind's in a maze
niggas say that am too proud to apologize
i feel too rich to economize
that am too gone to trigger a rise
and i let my so untamable psychopathic emotions terrorize
i know that i neglected,i rejected,my ego reflected and i saw the man i am
i really hope am able to make up for all the wrongs i did
pick up a phone and say am sorry all the nggas and ladies that i put my hands in thier eyes
hope am able to pay the price
hope am able to pay the price.

(chorus)
i know av fallen down
and you can put he blame on me i lost control of my thought
i know av strayed too far
and time has gone by
but i believe in second chances
i believe i believe!!!