1] I I done made some mistakes And I have imperfect ways (I have some imperfect ways) I admit I helped so many people (I so many) And them same damn people turned (same damn people turned) I admit it was so hard to (focus) I didn't go to I admit that I dropped out of (yeah, yeah, yeah) I that I wasn't that cool (I wasn't) I admit that I feel like retiring (I, yeah) I that I just don't feel like trying (I, yeah) But all my real niggas me keep tellin' me (tellin') "Kells, fuck that, you gotta climbin'" (climbin') I admit it, I it I did (yeah) I done fucked with a couple of (fans) I that I'm a gift and a curse (gift and a curse) I admit I don't go to church (no, no)
I admit it, it (I) I it, I did it (I) I it, I did (I) I it, I did, did it
2] I I got so many flaws (yeah) so many lies to these broads (too many lies) Blew so much money, pop so many bottles, yeah I fucked a bitch just (just because) Nigga, I had a of a day, but I admit I was in my own way (hell of a day, in my own way) I I had my mama cryin' over me, what else can a nigga say (uh) I admit I can't spell for I admit that all I hear is (ohh) I that I couldn't read the teleprompter the Grammy's asked me to present (yeah) I admit I love God but It's so much but, wait And mental, the drinking and too much But it helped me get the day (oh, day) Won't say no name, I'm not a But one night at the Ritz, did some shit I shouldn't have did (at the Ritz, have did) and fucked my nigga's bitch I admit, I that I did (I did it) I fucked my girlfriend's best (oh) I tapped that in back of my Benz (my Benz) I admit I'm for my sins (my sins)
I it, admit it (I admit it) I it, I did it (I did it, yeah) I it, I did (I) I it, I did, did it
3] Yeah, I admit I trust too much (I trust too much, too much, too much) I I can't say such and such But my lawyers me settle this (settle this) Even it's bullshit (it's bullshit) Kelly, protect your All people in my ear I admit I been tempted by I admit I just need a hug (I) I the devil talk to me sometimes, but the devil is not who I trust (yeah, not who I trust) I fucked by so many damn managers, while they push me out front of these cameras (managers, cameras) All this music I done gave to them, and now they me like a fuckin' amateur I got a life, yeah, I got a right, Cancel my shows, shit ain't right (shows) How gon' say I don't respect these women, when all I've done is represent (thirty years) Take my career and it upside down, 'cause you mad I've got some girlfriends (girlfriends) Hell with this record deal, it ain't worth this shit for (yeah, yeah, that's real) Ain't seen my kids in years, they tryna me up like Bill (in years, like Bill) How much can a nigga How much can a nigga pray? (take, pray) Just wanna do my music, stressin' me (hell yeah) Please let me age gracefully (yeah, yeah)
I it, admit it (I admit it, oh, oh) I it, I did it (I admit it) I admit it, I did (I it, I did it) I it, I did, did it
4] Yeah, they took my and they blind me (blind me) Where the is my money? (where) Now here this big ass conspiracy (uh) But still got my fans, that's a to heaven, just stay on my grind, and that's 24/7 (yeah) And I know my mama Joanne is smiling on me, I put that on every Been a man since age eleven (eleven) Mind on the guap since (seven) Rest in peace to my Kevin
I it, admit it (I admit it) I it, I did it (I did it, yeah) I it, I did (I) I it, I did, did it
5] I admit, I admit, I'm a (freak) Used to go to strip clubs every But who niggas tryna say I am, man I'm loud and I put that on chief I I fuck with all the ladies, that's both older and young ladies (ladies, yeah) But tell me how they call it pedophile because that shit is (crazy) You may have your opinions, entitled to opinions (opinions, opinions) But really am I to go to jail or lose my career because of your opinion Yeah, go ahead and me, point your finger at me (stone me, yeah, yeah) the world against me, but only God can mute me (against me, mute me) I admit that I fired people (people) I admit I hired new people (yeah) I that those people I fired, on my mama, was crooked ass people (yeah, yeah, people) I that I don't own my music (I) I admit that I wrote on my (yeah) Want it but they don't wanna do it (don't wanna) What the fuck nigga, I wrote music (I) I did that and Grind, I did that 12 Play, I did that Fed Up I changed the damn game, so I deserve me a fair play, so put some on my damn name (fair) Now Wendy Williams mad with me? But I never offered her no drink (no drink) But I admit that she asked me, can I get a Hennessy? (yeah) We both off our phone, we drinked, I smoked, we talked I admit that I it all (our phone, we talked, it off) From my good to my faults (faults) She said, "What Aaliyah?" I "love" She said, "What the tape?" I "hush" I my lawyer said "don't say noth'" But I can you I've been set up (up) I admit it, since the first day (first day) That without knowin' that I signed my publishin' (away) I admit it, I was and caught up and so blind, yeah (so blind) I had dyslexia, couldn't read all them contracts, yeah Now the truth in this message, is I'm a broke ass (message, legend) The only reason I stay on tour is 'cause I pay my rent (on tour, my) I never thought it would come to this, to be the most artist (come) So I had to write a song about this, 'cause they always take my words and it (song) Believe me, it's hard to admit all this, but I'm in my feelin's about shit (oh, oh, yeah, yeah) But I had to set the record straight, so (yeah, yeah)
I admit it, it (I admit it) I it, I did it (I did it, yeah) I it, I did (I) I it, I did, did it
6] I admit it, I love Steve John Legend, and Tom They're doing good in their lives right now, why would wanna tear down another brother (tear down) Women show black men some (yeah) 'Cause men, we go through enough (oh) How can we get up off the ground, when we tearin' each other down (how, oh) I admit that the devil is (busy) Had some people me ain't with me (with me) I admit that I'm gon' do this up until the Lord come and get me (real talk) Now, I admit a family member me (touched me, touched me, touched me) From a child to the age 14, While I asleep, took my virginity (sleep, gini') So scared to say something, so I just put the on me Now I am, and I'm tryin' my best to be honest (honest) 'Cause the sources out there tryna keep me from bein' the I admit I'm at bottom (oh, oh) And this shit has rocked my (my mind) I'm callin' on my hood, come by my side (my hood, oh) They don't me to shine, women's group, my god (shine, god) Now don't get it twisted, I do support 'em, but why wanna bring down the R Damn, this is breaking my (my heart) 'Cause from fathers, mothers, sons, and daughters, I am part of the music (yeah, yeah, oh, oh) Spotify, took me off they (playlist) I admit I, been underrated (rated) I'm not convicted, not arrested, but dragged my in the dirt (nope, oh, yeah, yeah) All this work to be successful, when you abandon me 'cause of you heard (yeah, oh, yeah, heard) I admit I am not perfect, I said I was perfect (perfect, perfect) Say I'm abusing these women, what the that's some absurd shit (what?) brainwashed, really? (really) Kidnapped, (really) eat, really? (really) Real talk, that shit silly (yeah) And if you really, really know (know) Her dropped her off at my show (show) And told this boy to put her on the (yeah) I admit that she was age (age) I admit I was feelin' her and I admit that she was feelin' me (she was feelin' me) I admit that that's just some shit come with being a celebrity (celebrity) I chasing these ladies, no (no, no) These ladies are chasing me, (chasing me) Now I'm only saying all this shit, 'cause how they play me, yeah (yeah, oh) I admit this is no disrespect to the parents (no disrespect) But is my advice to you 'cause I'm also a parent (parent) Don't push your daughter in my face, and me that it's okay (my face, okay) your agenda is to get paid, and get mad when it don't go your way (yeah, go way) I know y'all look at me I don't go through things, but I'm human (human) I know it's hard sometimes, but try to keep in mind that I'm (human) all the fortune and fame, forget the name, I'm a human (human) I can't believe all the under the shit they doin' (they doin') I'm the fingers pointed at me (at me) I'm of all this weight on me (on me) I'm tired of everybody wanting a of me, shit I'm not an ATM machine (yeah, no, hey) What do I do I can't do what I do? (what) How can I win, if I can't win truth? (oh) Got a couple of dead that I promised would make it out this shit (sorry) And I don't think God's is on me nigga, I'm gonna make it out this shit No weapon against me (amen) prosper (amen) Not (amen) The storms (amen) I admit I to Ms. McGlenn (yeah) FYI, my second mother (mama) I admit that I asked her how am I gonna get the off my shoulder (oh) She said son, you lose it (lose it) you gotta go through it (through it) They can say what they say, but at the end of the day, they cannot deny your (oh, woah) 'Cause music, has touched people, it inspired, all people (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) Overseas, (yeah, yeah) Don't worry, don't (care) 'Cause the anointed is on you, and why these haters is at you (on you, at you) So keep on doing you baby, you don't have to give these fools an (yeah, yeah, oh)
I admit it, it (I admit it) I it, I did it (I did it, yeah) I it, I did (I) I it, I did, did it
7] What's the of a cult? Whats the of a sex slave? Go to the dictionary, it up Let me know, be here waiting Now I admit that I got some girls that love me to pull hair (they hair) Now I admit that they love me to talk dirty I pull they hair (they hair) like me to spank 'em and Some like to brain and What some of these girls want, is too much for the radio I'm just a man y'all (man y'all) Not a monster or (no, no) But I admit there are times when these so fine out here, that a nigga fall weak (oh, fall weak) Now I admit I Hugh Hefner (Hugh Hefner) Through the supported Hugh Hefner (yeah) But when he left this world, he had a million girls, but we gon' always Hugh Hefner (yeah, oh) To Jim DeRogatis, your name is (whatever your name is) You tryna destroy me for 25 whole years (25 whole years, yeah) Writin' the stories over and over against (stories, stories, yeah) Off my name, you done went and made yourself a (a whole career) But guess what? I pray for you and family, and all my enemies (prayed for you, enemies) I'm not gonna let y'all steal my joy, I'm just gon' keep on doin' me (my joy, me) Now I don't what else to say except, I'm so falsely accused Tell me how can you judge when you've walked in my shoes So easy to mess up else's life Through social media, the in disguise I admit I miss my (brothers) But I admit they acting like brothers (brothers) Yeah, had our differences, but you don't turn on your brother (no) For nothing, for no one, nada, mama, Joanne, is (no, no, no, no, no) She must be turning in her grave (yeah) I admit I had to borrow a couple of M's from the (label) All these hits out but I put food on the table (table) I was told I had to sell my cars, I was told I get a loan (cars, loans) Said I owed 20 million to the IRS and they coming to get my home (oh, oh) I I was feeling stupid, staying in the Homewood Suites (no disrespect) Sippin' Hennessy, tryna figure out happened to me (happened to me) There was so much going through my head, I knew that something wasn't right (my head, wasn't right) I just couldn't put my finger on it, but my spirit had better (no, better) It told me what it saw, and it scared the out of me (saw, me, yeah) It said get rid of them all, it's nothing but 'round me (all, me) I admit that I my fans, for all the push and support they've shown (my fans) I admit if it for them, I wouldn't have never stayed strong (for them, oh) Now I'm not trippin' on all of these rumors, don't bother me And I'm not payin' to these haters, that don't bother me (oh, oh) But what me is when certain people turn phony (phony) say, "Rob, I got your back", Rob, "you the man" But they doubting me, bitch you know who you are I bought you a car, bitch you stayed in my crib (yeah, yeah) I loved you all my heart (my heart) Now I don't like to brag when it comes to me, but I've back to the community (comes to me, community) From the non-profit to the charities, but of course, you never hear that about me (charities, me) To them niggas that drink my liquor and smoke my How come you ain't on Facebook up for me While you round me most of the day, you know I'm a good brother Always got your hands out, it ain't no doubt that niggas ain't nothing but blood suckas (yeah) Plus, y'all bringing nothing to the table (no, no) Yeah nigga, and you it's real talk (real talk) Taking pictures with me for your but when I need you, you quick to get lost (can't find you) Mm, ohh, mm, oh, oh, oh, no, no, ooh, Robert, Jay, and Joanne, my What you hearin' out here about dad, I'm sorry for this (sorry) I'm so sorry, I can't imagine what y'all must be through (oh, through) Every day it's about me, my god, it must be killin' you (killin' you) I promise be better days, just keep walkin' straight (there'll be better days, just keep walkin' straight) I know you must be but just know that I'm okay (oh, I'm okay) For me, has gotten rough (rough) Right now I say too much (say too much) But for I will stay tough (oh, oh) Daddy just need to trust, and believe in me (trust, in me) I admit that told the truth (told the truth) And not free (not free) Still hate me (yeah) Still stone me (stone me, yeah) wanna chain me (chain me, yeah) I think they wanna me
I it, admit it (I admit it) I it, I did it (I did it, yeah) I it, I did (I) I it, I did, did it
8] Now, no disrespect to Chi-Town, my (my home) But we've got to how to support our own (our own) I admit that my heart cries for my (my city) we're losing young lives in our city (my city) Instead of me, y'all should be using me (judging me, using me) To these kids, raise them out of depression and poverty (oh, oh) Now I'm not I'm no savior, but I can be an inspiration (no savior, inspiration) This is an Man I I go through so much day to day (day to day) Got 23 lawyers, 3 or 4 managers, what am I doing? me the way (oh) The only I have left is my voice, and now I have to use it for my protection (my voice, yeah) Because they left me no (no choice) See my work has nothing to do with my life So stay the fuck out of my and tend to your own damn life (life) So go 'head and say what you want to say, who I want to date (want to say, I want to date) But you say that shit to my face, 'cause you know it ain't shit to say (to my face, oh, oh) Next bring me some dumb shit, is gon' be a misunderstanding (dumb shit, yeah) 'Cause they listen to dumb shit (dumb shit) Are niggas that be on dumb shit (dumb shit) They need a life 'cause they ain't got no life, so they always conjuring up dumb Blockin' my path, they don't know the half, so makin' assumptions (path, half, assumptions) Since when do assumptions, cost a man his whole career (since when? career) Found guilty when you're innocent, is the times that I fear There is one thing that's for sure, and I want to make shit clear (for sure, clear) I done lived my voice and represented my country for 31 fuckin' (yeah, yeah, yeah) Damn it I
I admit, I admit, I (yeah) I admit, I admit, I (yeah)