1] I admit I done some mistakes And I have some imperfect ways (I have imperfect ways) I admit I helped so people (I helped so many) And them same damn people turned fake (same damn turned) I admit it was so hard to (focus) I didn't go to I admit that I dropped out of (yeah, yeah, yeah) I admit that I that cool (I wasn't) I admit that I just like retiring (I, yeah) I admit that I just don't feel like (I, yeah) But all my niggas round me keep tellin' me (tellin') "Kells, fuck that, you keep climbin'" (climbin') I it, I admit it I did (yeah) I done fucked with a couple of (fans) I admit I'm a gift and a curse (gift and a curse) I admit that I don't go to (no, no)
I admit it, it (I) I it, I did it (I) I it, I did (I) I it, I did, did it
2] I admit I got so many (yeah) Told so lies to these broads (too many lies) Blew so much money, pop so many bottles, yeah I fucked a just because (just because) Nigga, I had a hell of a day, but I I was in my own way (hell of a day, in my own way) I admit I had my mama cryin' over me, what else can a say (uh) I I can't spell for shit I admit that all I hear is (ohh) I admit I couldn't read the teleprompter When the Grammy's me to present (yeah) I I love God but wait so much temptation but, wait And mental, the drinking and too much But it helped me get the day (oh, day) say no name, I'm not a snitch But one night at the Ritz, did some shit I have did (at the Ritz, shouldn't have did) Went and fucked my bitch I admit, I admit I did (I did it) I fucked my girlfriend's friend (oh) I tapped that in back of my Benz (my Benz) I admit I'm for my sins (my sins)
I admit it, admit it (I it) I it, I did it (I did it, yeah) I it, I did (I) I it, I did, did it
3] Yeah, I admit I trust too much (I trust too much, too much, too much) I admit I can't say and such But my told me settle this (settle this) Even though bullshit (it's bullshit) Kelly, your career All people in my ear I admit I been tempted by I admit I just need a hug (I) I the devil talk to me sometimes, but the devil is not who I trust (yeah, not who I trust) I been fucked by so many damn managers, while they me out front of these cameras (managers, cameras) All this music I done gave to them, and now they play me like a fuckin' I got a life, yeah, I got a right, Cancel my shows, that shit ain't (shows) How they gon' say I don't respect these women, when all I've is represent (thirty years) my career and turn it upside down, 'cause you mad I've got some girlfriends (girlfriends) Hell with this record deal, it ain't this shit for real (yeah, yeah, that's real) seen my kids in years, they tryna lock me up like Bill (in years, like Bill) How much can a nigga take? How can a nigga pray? (take, pray) Just wanna do my music, stop me (hell yeah) Please let me age gracefully (yeah, yeah)
I admit it, admit it (I it, oh, oh) I it, I did it (I admit it) I it, I did (I admit it, I did it) I it, I did, did it
4] Yeah, they my gift and they blind me (blind me) the fuck is my money? (where) Now here comes big ass conspiracy (uh) But still got my fans, a blessing Listen to heaven, just stay on my grind, and 24/7 (yeah) And I know my mama Joanne is smiling on me, I put that on every Been a grown man since age (eleven) Mind on the guap seven (seven) Rest in peace to my homie
I admit it, admit it (I it) I it, I did it (I did it, yeah) I it, I did (I) I it, I did, did it
5] I admit, I admit, I'm a (freak) Used to go to strip clubs week But who these niggas tryna say I am, man I'm loud and I put on chief I I fuck with all the ladies, that's both older and young ladies (ladies, yeah) But tell me how they call it pedophile because shit is crazy (crazy) You may have your opinions, entitled to opinions (opinions, opinions) But really am I to go to jail or lose my career because of your opinion Yeah, go ahead and stone me, point your at me (stone me, yeah, yeah) the world against me, but only God can mute me (against me, mute me) I admit that I fired some (people) I admit that I new people (yeah) I admit that those I fired, on my mama, was crooked ass people (yeah, yeah, people) I admit that I don't own my (I) I admit I wrote on my music (yeah) Want it back but don't wanna do it (don't wanna) What the nigga, I wrote that music (I) I did Bump and Grind, I did that 12 Play, I did that Fed Up I changed the damn game, so I deserve me a fair play, so put some on my damn name (fair) Now Wendy Williams mad with me? But I ain't never her no drink (no drink) But I admit that she asked me, can I get a little (yeah) We turned off our phone, we drinked, I smoked, we talked I admit that I it all (our phone, we talked, it off) From my good points to my (faults) She said, "What Aaliyah?" I "love" She said, "What the tape?" I "hush" I said my said "don't say noth'" But I can you I've been set up (up) I it, however since the first day (first day) That without knowin' I signed my publishin' away (away) I admit it, I was and caught up and so blind, yeah (so blind) I had dyslexia, couldn't read all them contracts, yeah Now the truth in this message, is I'm a broke ass (message, legend) The only I stay on tour is 'cause I gotta pay my rent (on tour, my) I never thought it would come to this, to be the disrespected artist (come) So I had to write a about this, 'cause they always take my words and twist it (song) Believe me, it's hard to all this, but I'm in my feelin's about this shit (oh, oh, yeah, yeah) But I had to set the fuckin' straight, so (yeah, yeah)
I it, admit it (I admit it) I it, I did it (I did it, yeah) I it, I did (I) I it, I did, did it
6] I admit it, I love Steve John Legend, and Tom They're doing good in their lives right now, why would they wanna tear down brother (tear down) Women show men some love (yeah) 'Cause men, we go through enough (oh) How can we get up off the ground, when we steady tearin' other down (how, oh) I admit that the is busy (busy) Had some people beside me ain't me (with me) I admit that I'm gon' do this music up until the Lord and get me (real talk) Now, I a family member touched me (touched me, touched me, touched me) a child to the age 14, yeah While I laid asleep, took my (sleep, gini') So scared to say something, so I just put the on me Now here I am, and I'm my best to be honest (honest) 'Cause the sources out there keep me from bein' the artist I admit I'm at bottom (oh, oh) And this shit has my mind (my mind) I'm on my hood, come walk by my side (my hood, oh) They don't want me to shine, group, my god (shine, god) Now don't get it twisted, I do support 'em, but why they wanna bring the R Damn, this is breaking my (my heart) 'Cause from fathers, mothers, sons, and daughters, I am part of the music (yeah, yeah, oh, oh) Spotify, took me off they (playlist) I that I, been underrated (rated) I'm not convicted, not arrested, but dragged my in the dirt (nope, oh, yeah, yeah) All this work to be successful, when you me 'cause of what you heard (yeah, oh, yeah, heard) I admit I am not perfect, I never I was perfect (perfect, perfect) Say I'm these women, what the fuck that's some absurd shit (what?) They're brainwashed, (really) Kidnapped, (really) eat, really? (really) Real talk, that shit sound (yeah) And if you really, really wanna (know) Her father dropped her off at my (show) And told boy to put her on the stage (yeah) I admit she was over age (age) I admit that I was feelin' her and I admit that she was me (she was feelin' me) I admit that that's just some that come with being a celebrity (celebrity) I chasing these ladies, no (no, no) These ladies are me, yeah (chasing me) Now I'm only saying all this shit, 'cause how tryna play me, yeah (yeah, oh) I admit that is no disrespect to the parents (no disrespect) But this is my advice to you 'cause I'm also a (parent) Don't push your in my face, and tell me that it's okay (my face, okay) 'Cause your agenda is to get paid, and get mad it don't go your way (yeah, go way) I know y'all look at me like I don't go things, but I'm human (human) I know it's sometimes, but try to keep in mind that I'm human (human) Fuck all the fortune and fame, the name, I'm a human (human) I can't believe all the under the table they doin' (they doin') I'm tired the fingers at me (at me) I'm of all this weight on me (on me) I'm tired of everybody a piece of me, shit I'm not an ATM machine (yeah, no, hey) What do I do when I can't do I do? (what) How can I win, if I win with truth? (oh) Got a couple of dead that I promised would make it out this shit (sorry) And I don't think God's hands is on me nigga, I'm make it out this shit No weapon against me (amen) prosper (amen) Not (amen) The over (amen) I admit I to Ms. McGlenn (yeah) FYI, that's my mother (mama) I that I asked her how am I gonna get the world off my shoulder (oh) She son, don't you lose it (lose it) Sometimes you go through it (through it) can say what they say, but at the end of the day, they cannot deny your music (oh, woah) 'Cause your music, has touched people, it inspired, all (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) Overseas, (yeah, yeah) Don't worry, don't (care) 'Cause the anointed is on you, and that's why haters is at you (on you, at you) So keep on doing you baby, you don't to give these fools an explanation (yeah, yeah, oh)
I admit it, it (I admit it) I it, I did it (I did it, yeah) I it, I did (I) I it, I did, did it
7] What's the of a cult? Whats the of a sex slave? Go to the dictionary, it up Let me know, be here waiting Now I admit that I got some girls that me to pull they hair (they hair) Now I admit that they love me to talk dirty when I they hair (they hair) Some me to spank 'em and Some to give brain and What some of these want, is too much for the radio station Look I'm a man y'all (man y'all) Not a monster or (no, no) But I admit there are times when these girls so fine out here, a nigga fall weak (oh, fall weak) Now I admit I love Hefner (Hugh Hefner) the years supported Hugh Hefner (yeah) But when he left this world, he had a million girls, but we gon' always love Hefner (yeah, oh) To Jim DeRogatis, your name is (whatever your name is) You been tryna destroy me for 25 whole years (25 years, yeah) the same stories over and over against (stories, stories, yeah) Off my name, you done went and made yourself a career (a career) But guess I pray for you and family, and all my other enemies (prayed for you, enemies) I'm not gonna let y'all steal my joy, I'm gon' keep on doin' me (my joy, doin' me) Now I don't know else to say except, I'm so falsely accused Tell me how can you judge when you've never walked in my So easy to mess up else's life social media, the devil in disguise I admit I miss my (brothers) But I admit they acting like brothers (brothers) Yeah, we've had our differences, but you don't on your brother (no) For nothing, for no one, nada, mama, Joanne, is (no, no, no, no, no) She be turning over in her grave (yeah) I admit I had to borrow a couple of M's the label (label) All hits out but I couldn't put food on the table (table) I was told I had to my cars, I was told I couldn't get a loan (cars, loans) Said I owed 20 million to the IRS and they were to get my home (oh, oh) I admit I was stupid, staying in the Homewood Suites (no disrespect) Sippin' Hennessy, tryna figure out what to me (happened to me) There was so much going through my head, 'cause I knew that something right (my head, wasn't right) I just put my finger on it, but my spirit had better eyes (no, better) It told me it saw, and it scared the shit out of me (saw, me, yeah) It said get rid of them all, it's nothing but vultures me (all, me) I admit that I love my fans, for all the push and support shown (my fans) I admit if it wasn't for them, I wouldn't have never strong (for them, oh) Now I'm not on all of these rumors, that don't bother me And I'm not payin' attention to these haters, that don't me (oh, oh) But what blows me is when people turn phony (phony) say, "Rob, I got your back", Rob, "you the man" But they really doubting me, you know who you are I bought you a car, bitch you stayed in my crib (yeah, yeah) I you with all my heart (my heart) Now I don't like to brag it comes to me, but I've given back to the community (comes to me, community) From the non-profit to the charities, but of course, you never hear that about me (charities, me) To them that drink my liquor and smoke my stogies How come you ain't on pickin' up for me While you round me most of the day, when you know I'm a good Always got your hands out, it ain't no doubt that y'all ain't nothing but blood suckas (yeah) Plus, y'all bringing nothing to the table (no, no) Yeah nigga, and you know real talk (real talk) Taking with me for your Instagram but when I need you, you quick to get lost (can't find you) Mm, ohh, mm, oh, oh, oh, no, no, ooh, Robert, Jay, and Joanne, my What you hearin' out here about dad, I'm sorry for this (sorry) I'm so sorry, I imagine what y'all must be goin' through (oh, through) Every day it's somethin' about me, my god, it be killin' you (killin' you) I promise there'll be better days, just keep walkin' straight (there'll be better days, just keep straight) I know you must be worried but just know I'm okay (oh, I'm okay) For me, things has gotten (rough) now I can't say too much (say too much) But for I will stay tough (oh, oh) Daddy just need y'all to trust, and in me (trust, in me) I admit that I've told the (told the truth) And not free (not free) wanna hate me (yeah) Still wanna me (stone me, yeah) wanna chain me (chain me, yeah) I they wanna kill me
I admit it, it (I admit it) I it, I did it (I did it, yeah) I it, I did (I) I it, I did, did it
8] Now, no to Chi-Town, my home (my home) But we've got to how to support our own (our own) I admit that my heart for my city (my city) we're losing young lives in our city (my city) Instead of me, y'all should be using me (judging me, using me) To these kids, raise them out of depression and poverty (oh, oh) Now I'm not saying I'm no savior, but I can be an (no savior, inspiration) is an invitation Man I admit I go so much day to day (day to day) Got 23 lawyers, 3 or 4 managers, what am I doing? me the way (oh) The only thing I left is my voice, and now I have to use it for my protection (my voice, yeah) Because they me no choice (no choice) See my work has nothing to do my private life So stay the fuck out of my and tend to your own damn life (life) So go 'head and say what you want to say, about who I want to (want to say, I want to date) But you won't say that shit to my face, you know it ain't shit to say (to my face, oh, oh) Next bring me some dumb shit, is gon' be a misunderstanding (dumb shit, yeah) 'Cause niggas they to dumb shit (dumb shit) Are niggas that be on that shit (dumb shit) They need a life they ain't got no life, so they always conjuring up dumb shit Blockin' my path, they don't know the half, so makin' assumptions (path, half, assumptions) Since when do assumptions, cost a man his career (since when? whole career) Found guilty when innocent, is the only times that I fear There is one thing that's for sure, and I want to this shit clear (for sure, clear) I done my voice and represented my country for 31 fuckin' years (yeah, yeah, yeah) Damn it I
I admit, I admit, I (yeah) I admit, I admit, I (yeah)