How's It Gonna Be

I'm only pretty sure
That I can't take anymore
Before you take a swing
I wonder what are we fighting for

When I say out loud
I wanna get out of this
I wonder is there anything
I'm gonna miss

I wonder how it's going to be
When you don't know me
How's it going to be
When you're sure I'm not there

How's it going to be
When there's no one there to talk to
Between you and me
'Cause I don't care
How's it going to be
How's it going to be

Where we used to laugh
There's a shouting match
Sharp as a thumbnail scratch
A silence I can't ignore

Like the hammock by the doorway
We spent time in, swings empty
I don't see lightning like last fall
When it was always about to hit me

I wonder how's it going to be
When it goes down
How's it going to be
When you're not around

How's it going to be
When you found out there was nothing
Between you and me
'Cause I don't care
How's it going to be

How's it going to be
When you don't know me anymore
And how's it going to be

Wanna get myself back in again
The soft dive of oblivion
I wanna taste the salt of your skin
The soft eye love of oblivion, oblivion

How's it going to be
When you don't know me anymore
How's it going to be
How's it going to be
How's it going to be