How God Things Are

Im just living cause Im obligated
I keep trying cause I've got to get it right
I pull the trigger but I hesitate
Lying here beside myself

I go to work cause I've got nothing going
I count the hours by the second in my head
The guy beside mes gonna drive me crazy
Talking bout his children like that

I read the paper on the bus I ride home
I see the pictures of the people who are dead
And I imagine what it must be like to
Just lay down all your debts

Everybodys gotta find a God they love
Everybodys gotta figure out the end
No one can tell you how to live forever
And who would want to in light of all of this

I go to work just to avoid tomorrow
And Im afraid that I am losing all my hair
I told the doctor just to medicate
The part of me that still is here

Drinking water with my whiskey these days
Im watching William beam himself around the stars
I call my mother every second Sunday
We talk about how good things are
We talk about how good things are
How good things are
We talk about how good things are

We talk about how good things are
We talk about how good things are