Luyện nghe bài hát How Could You Leave Us

How you leave us so unexpected?
We were waiting, we
For you but you just us
We needed you, I you
Yo, I don't know it's like to be addicted to pills
But I do what it's like to be a witness to kills
Mama told me she me, I'm thinking this isn't real
I think of you when I get a whiff of that cigarette smell,
Welcome to the bottom of say pain is a present, let me out of my cell
You say you proud of me, but you don't know me well
Sit in my room, tears running my face and I yell
my pillowcases, you say you coming to get us
Then call 'em a minute later just to us you not, I'm humiliated
I'm in a with a parent that I barely know

lady in the corner watching us, while she taking notes
I don't get it mom, don't you want to watch your babies
I that pills are more important, all you have to say is no
But you won't do it will you? You gon' popping 'til those pills kill you
I you gone but I can still feel you
Why would you leave us? Why you leave us?
How could you us here?
How you leave us? Why would you leave us?

Hey
I got picture in my room and it kills me
But I need a picture of my mom, I need the real thing
Now a is something we won't ever have
Why do I feel like I lost that I never had?
You shoulda been there when I
Told me you love me and
you left us at the window waiting

Where you at mom? What you don't understand is where you at
Yeah, I know those drugs got you captive
I can see it in your eyes, they got mind captured
say it's fun to get the high but I am not laughing
What you realize and what you not grasping
I was nothing but a kid who couldn't understand

I ain't gon' say that I forgive you cause it hasn't
I thought that maybe I better as time passes
If you really cared for me, where you at then?
Why would you leave us? Why you leave us?
How could you us here?
How would you us? Why would you leave us?

Hey
Our conversation, you and I sat in the living room
Talking my music and I brought you some to listen to
You started crying, telling me this you
Couple weeks later, guess you were singing a different
You took them pills for the last time, you?
They took you from us once, guess they came back to you

Crying my out in the studio is difficult
Music is the only place I can go to speak to you
Took me inside of me to not scream at your funeral
Sitting in my chair, person talking was pitiful
I wish you were here mama but every time I you

All I feel is pain, I hate the way I you
They found you on the floor, I could tell that you felt
Gave everything you had plus your life to them bottles
You gave everything you had plus your life to pill bottles

know if you hear me or not, but if you still watching ma
Why would you us? Why would you leave us?
How you leave us here?
How you leave us? Why would you leave us?

Hey
(Sobbing) Sometimes I think about like, sometimes I think about things like, you know, when I have kids, and like, you won't be there, you know? You won't be there for any of that, I'll never get to see you again, sometimes I wish I would have just called you, I wish I would have just picked up the phone, wish you were here, I mean you should of been there for us, you should have been here, the pills got you, right? Them pills got you, right? I you were here