Luyện nghe bài hát How Could You Leave Us

How you leave us so unexpected?
We waiting, we waited
For you but you just us
We needed you, I you
Yo, I don't know what like to be addicted to pills
But I do know it's like to be a witness to kills
Mama me she loved me, I'm thinking this isn't real
I think of you when I get a of that cigarette smell, yeah
Welcome to the of hellThey say pain is a present, let me out of my cell
You say you proud of me, but you don't know me well
Sit in my room, tears running down my face and I
Into my pillowcases, you say you to get us
Then 'em a minute later just to tell us you not, I'm humiliated
I'm in a room with a that I barely know

Some lady in the corner us, while she taking notes
I don't get it mom, don't you want to watch your grow?
I guess that are more important, all you have to say is no
But you won't do it will you? You gon' keep popping 'til pills kill you
I know you gone but I can feel you
Why would you us? Why would you leave us?
How you leave us here?
How would you leave us? Why would you us?

Hey
I got picture in my room and it kills me
But I don't need a picture of my mom, I need the thing
Now a relationship is something we won't have
Why do I feel like I lost something I never had?
You shoulda there when I graduated
Told me you love me and
you left us at the window waiting

Where you at mom? What you don't understand is you at huh?
Yeah, I know those drugs got you captive
I can see it in your eyes, they got mind captured
Some say fun to get the high but I am not laughing
What you don't and what you not grasping
That I was nothing but a kid who couldn't

I ain't gon' say I forgive you cause it hasn't happened
I thought that maybe I feel better as time
If you really cared for me, then you at then?
Why would you us? Why would you leave us?
How could you us here?
How would you us? Why would you leave us?

Hey
Our last conversation, you and I sat in the living
'bout my music and I brought you some to listen to
You started crying, me this isn't you
Couple weeks later, you were singing a different tune
You took them pills for the last time, you?
They took you from us once, guess they came to finish you

Crying my eyes out in the studio is
Music is the place that I can go to speak to you
me everything inside of me to not scream at your funeral
Sitting in my chair, that talking was pitiful
I wish you were here but every time I picture you

All I is pain, I hate the way I remember you
They found you on the floor, I could that you felt hallow
Gave everything you had plus your life to them pill
You gave everything you had plus your life to pill bottles

Don't know if you hear me or not, but if you watching ma
Why would you leave us? Why would you us?
How could you leave us
How you leave us? Why would you leave us?

Hey
(Sobbing) Sometimes I think about like, sometimes I think about things like, you know, when I have kids, and like, you won't be there, you know? You won't be there for any of that, I'll never get to see you again, sometimes I wish I would have just called you, I wish I would have just picked up the phone, wish you were here, I mean you should of been there for us, you should have been here, the pills got you, right? Them got you, right? I wish you were here