House Is Not My Home

Well I'm tired, so tired of getting up and wasting another day
I wish the picture on the wall would still say it all
But now yesterday is so far away
And I would give anything, say anything
To keep it all like it was but you just throw it all away

And I think this house is not my home
I think that I'd rather be alone tonight
I'm trying, I'm trying to fake it

I'm tired, so tired, of giving up and taking all the blame
I wish the shouting and the fights would stop for the night
Can't close my eyes and make them all go away
And I would give anything, say anything
To keep it all like it was but you just throw it all away

And I think this house is not my home
I think that I'd rather be alone tonight
I'm trying, I'm trying to fake it

And I think this house is not my home
I think that I'd rather be alone tonight, alone tonight
I try, I try, I try, I try to fake it

This is the part where you say
You can't stay together just for me
This is the part where you make me choose
On whose side I want to be

This is the part where you decide
What's going to be best for me
This is the start, now we grow apart
Now we grow apart

And I think this house is not my home
I think I'd rather be alone tonight, alone tonight
I try, I try, I try, I try to fake it
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