House Drinks

What am I going to do?
No more hiding from you
My act is exceptionally clean
And you see right through
What do you think?
What do you think?
Are you worried now more or less?

I stay faithful to the emptiness, to the loneliness
Forever beholden
And we spin back and forth
Spin back and forth
But never lock down

And we ache with it
And I can only think that in time there will be a lesson
Don't you think?

Tomorrow I am an orphan
Everything else disappears
And the house drinks when it's time for commentary
But it's too late, it's too late
I shade it in pencil and you print it in ink

I'm uncomfortable
I'm unconscious
You're a memory, anonymous
And I'm always looking for a place to stand
Out of the way

Insignificant and constant
And it doesn't change it, it doesn't change it
Hold onto your heart or give it away
Get wreck anyway

Tomorrow I am an orphan
Everything else disappears
And the house drinks when it's time for commentary
But it's too late, it's too late
I shade it in pencil and you print it in ink

How am I going to get through this?
I won't let go
You don't let go