Homelife

the summer is looked at with happiness
but i cannot control whats happenin
only got one friend, how did we even begin
the summer's half way over and i haven't enjoyed it

we pick up everyday how it left off
messages waiting for me i don't recall
the only person who has stuck around
is getting on my nerves now
she's on my side but I'm still absurd

mean just to express my pain
my dreams are falling I'm doing the same
no support around me except for two
but they're not enough to do

it is my 4th year not joyed at all
should be happy that I'm getting through it all
parents don't listen to me
i begged for me not to go back
but we are seniors don't wanna end myself before i can be glad

the only thing i hear about is the money
kentucky it is only sunny
when I'm inside and sulking
because I'm bored and got no honey

beggin my ex womb to get me outta here
but she don't understand, they never had to fear
how conservative the place where I'm living
is a threat to my thrive under a thick ceiling

I have parents that don't touch each other
i'm unintentionally intentionally guilting to receive what i want
an example i don't want for my reality
me and my boy we better be happy

and i got siblings
choked by their role modeling
one only wants money and the other is in the grave

i got sound waves blasting in my room
tunnel vision for my next cocoon
it's obvious the words i scream dedicated off my tongue are for my zoo, they got snailmoo

thinkin I'm not living a lie
i exposed the white eyed
i just wanna thrive but i cant do it because of my whole entire Homelife