Hindsight (lonely Girl)

Well I have been a lonely girl for so long I cant see
why anyone would want a girl as lonely as me
See, Ive been staying out and drinking booze
until memorys obsolete
and I cant even bare witness to
my own menagerie
until I wake up cold and sick
praying that I could undo what I did
even if I dont know what that was at all
but please dont judge me for in due time
I wont bury my heart in hindsight
and may be he could love a lonely girl
Then I wont wake up cold and sick
Instead Ill remember the touch of his lips
and have him think Ive really got it together
Because when I do Im quite the joy
and hed be such the lucky boy
to have found a girl as lonely as me
because I would love him deeply, madly, truly