Help Me Disappear

To completely dissolve, what method is used
I cannot sleep, my hands are bruised
There's a hole in the wall, torn up anew
One dead eye, color of you

Vanish for life and promise to stay away
From the knowing bird in the cage
I'd give so much for the courage to go
If I ask for your help then you will know

So help me disappear or to believe in a change
No way out of here that I can see
Or the nightmares that burn into my head at night
Make them disappear so I can breathe

Help me disappear, to believe in a change
No way out of here that I can see
Or the nightmares that burn into my head at night
Make them disappear so I can breathe

Looked out the window twice, just to be sure
That no one was standing outside the door
But it's just as calm as it was before
They're all gone now, not there anymore

Isolated myself for the sake of freedom
I clenched my fist for the sake of kindness
I read a book full of strange words
Loneliness is a disease, there's no way out of here

So help me disappear or to believe in a change
No way out of here that I can see
Or the nightmares that burn into my head at night
Make them disappear so I can breathe

So help me disappear or to believe in a change
No way out of here that I can see
Or the nightmares that burn into my head at night
Make them disappear so I can breathe

Help me disappear, to believe in a change
No way out of here that I can see
Or the nightmares that burn into my head at night
Make them disappear so I can breathe