Heaven Sent (I Am Not)

Is this what you want
Is this what you've always hoped for
I can't be what I'm not
A broken frame on a perfect mantle
You wanted love and to love someone back
Starry eyes outshine the awful fact
That I'm not, no I'm not

You know I'm not Heaven sent
But Hell you're waiting there for me
You're everything that you're hoping I could be

Is this how we move
Is this the dance of our imperfections
You've got something to prove to a world based on bad connections
You would hope that hope would pay you back
A means to cope, to avoid that shitty fact
Avoid the fact that I'm not

You know I'm not Heaven sent

When the bough breaks will you love me the same
'Cause my wordplay can't get me out of this one
And when you wake, maybe then you'll realize that I'm not
Heaven sent