Heartshot

Is this the beginning of the end?
Have my actions finally caught up with me?
You've asked me for the truth, so I've given it to you reluctantly
But the response is instant
'Cause through your eyes you can see the disgust in me
They're not judging me (just sad)
'Cause you're forced to have this discussion with me.
We've both hoped it will never take place
So now I'm nervous, twitching, trying not to look you in the face
No eye contact (no), a mistake I won't make
and you deserve so much more...
'Cause when I met you, your innocence was pure
and now it's tainted by the love I gave you
Whatever you gave back it wasn't enough I wanted more.

'Cause I'm walking in circles,
I'm falling apart
I just need you to help me
and help heal the scars of my heart
I don't ask for forgiveness,
I know what I've done
I don't blame you for leaving,
We both hate the man I've
be-
...
-come!

So now everything is going to start in the open
and the guilt inside turns into feeling of emptiness;
That is similar in size to the oceans.
They say that when it rains it pours,
Well I can tell you that I'm soaking.
Drowned in a tidal wave of emotions and barely coping
The disbelief of the reality that I could lose everything in one moment
Scared to death I won't breathe (my breath I'm holding)
To you I give you my heart, it's now yours you own it
Drowned in a tidal wave of emotions and barely coping.

'Cause I'm walking in circles,
I'm falling apart
I just need you to help me
and help heal the scars of my heart!
I don't ask for forgiveness,
I know what I've done
I don't blame you for leaving,
We both hate the man I've become.

Sometimes I can be my own worst enemy,
When I say what needs to be said.
The breakdown of our relationship
and the reason we no longer share the same bed
If I had just been honest and never lied
I could've prevented the tears that fell from your eyes
But instead my sins I tried to hide,
In a selfish attempt to protect my pride
But I thought it was you I was protecting
By destroying the trust in me, so what was I thinking
I apologize for my mistakes, but don't ask forgiveness
Just hope the pain is something you can live with.

I'm Heartshot (Heartshot, Heartshot)
I'm Heartshot (Heartshot, Heartshot)

I've been walking in circles,
I'm falling apart
I just need you to help me
and help heal the scars of my heart!
I don't ask for forgiveness,
I know what I've done
I don't blame you for leaving,
We both hate the man I've
be-
...
-come!

We both hate the man I've become...