Heartache

Sitting in darkness, thinking about all the words I said
Wondering how this could go so far
I didn't mean it, I didn't know how to behave myself
I just wasn't whole and I wanted you to fill it

Oh but now I have a heartache
I have a heartache
And I pray for the day I return what I took from you
Heavy hearted, I have a heartache
And I pray for the day that I earn forgiveness from you

It wasn't your fault
I didn't know how to be with myself
I pushed all the good I had away
You told me you loved me
No matter how much I rejected it
Self-sabotage, now I'm learning from my mistakes, too late

Oh I've got a heartache
I have a heartache
And I pray for the day I return what I took from you
Heavy hearted, I have a heartache
And I pray for the day that I earn forgiveness from you

Everything that I have done
Every wrong and pain that I have caused
I did it because I was afraid
Please know I'm sorry for this mess I've made

Ooh heartache!
I'm carrying our sorrow in this heart of hearts
Heartache, I have a heartache
I pray for the day I earn the forgiveness from you
Heartache, I have a heartache
And I pray for the day I return what I took from you
Heavy hearted, I have a heartache
And I pray for the day that I earn forgiveness from you
Heartache