Heart Attack At Thirty

Many years from now, I will go into cardiac arrest
There is no doubt, my body will give and pay for this
Night after night, all my many demons have a go
carving their names with tiny hearts and arrows into bone
This night explodes in my eye
There is a light in the sky, highest of many
The distance intensified by it burning so bright
It'll have to fall to remember this night
There's a man standing by had a heart attack at thirty
Wastes his time holding tight the memories of days gone by
This night explodes

8 years from now I will go into cardiac arrest
Walk out onto the roof with me, plug your ears
Was all this fire meant to be?
I'll know in years, because this night explodes in my eyes