Healing To Suffer Again

I won't be chained to the earth

I feel cheated so I cheat myself
I feel defeated so I defeat myself
Drown your sorrows again and again
Push away and deny this misery
These feelings and instincts remain
I'm struggling to pull myself from my grave

Let me be one with the infinite
Let me be one
Let me be one with the infinite
I won't be chained to the earth

I won't be chained to the earth
I won't be chained to the earth

I feel cheated so I cheat myself
I feel defeated so I defeat myself
Drown your sorrows again and again
Push away and deny this misery
These feelings and instincts remain
I'm struggling to pull myself from my grave

Let me be one with the infinite
Let me be one
Let me be one with the infinite
I won't be chained to this earth

I won't be chained to this earth

I just need the will to suppress the urge
I can't suppress the urge
I've built so many barriers
I'm healing to suffer again
Time has given me no remorse
Spiritually bankrupt
Just give me the grace to oppose this sin

Haunted by the things I've done
Is this guilt and shame the price I pay
I hate myself for this weakness
I won't be chained to the earth

I won't be chained to the earth
I won't be chained to the earth
I won't be chained to the earth
I won't be chained to the earth
I won't be chained to the earth