Healing

I been dealing with this pain for a little too long, now
I need to let it go
Lord knows that I badly want to shake these shackles loose
I refuse, to love, and I try my hardest not to get attached
I can't go back, to that feeling I had

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But in a moments notice you came along
And next thing I knew the pain was gone
And the bonds I had began to break
Loving you was healing me

And I didn't want to turn away
I wanted everything and u to stay
The doctors couldn't even fix my pain
But you, you were healing me

V2:
Its been a year since I felt my heart shatter
I remembered when it happened nothing else even mattered
Tried to take my life, be destructive just to escape
Started drinking, being reckless makin terrible mistakes
Didn't think I'd ever recover, didn't see it in my future
But God sent u and everything changed

I had to question myself
Is this real?
What is that I feel?
Why does it seem so familiar?
No Mal, don't let it begin
Don't open ur heart. Don't let him win
Remember never ever love again
Don't let him get close enough to pierce the skin
No don't let him win
Never again
Don't let him get close enough to pierce the skin

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