Hardened Heart

it's such a beautiful world
So why do I feel so down?
I should be heading for somewhere
instead of spinning around, round, round
I'm flying out of control
headlong into the ground
and all the people that love me
they never know if I'm up, down, round
everything I've got
I'm gonna lose the lot
how I wish that I was not
hurting everyone I know
bringing everybody down so low
stuck along a road of sadness
with nowhere to go
but it's a beautiful world
and so I'm joining the crowd
it's way too hard on my own
I really need a way out out out
taking what I've got
happy with my lot
now I know that I am not
hurting everyone I know
bringing everybody down so low
stuck along a road of sadness
with nowhere to go
here's hoping that signs are real
and tomorrow with the spring in my heel
somewhere on the road of sadness lies a better deal
Oh I know that my hardened heart is beating still
I drove it to the point of madness just to feel
something real
something real