Luyện nghe bài hát Happy To Be Alive

There's a point, a step between falling and breaking and laying flat
broken in pieces.There's a you can hold that sounds (but doesn't feel)
like you're happy to be alive.She holds in it like we hold it in until
too full to take in a breath.A translucent body that when you reach
for it, pained at the touch and indifferent to love, asleep to us all,
awake to her sadness.Why does she seem so cruel? How can be so cruel?
If I could only stay alive enough to stop feeling this way.