Hanging On

And I keep hanging on to thoughts and visions of you
And they're still going strong
You had one way eyes that died the day I looked away
Now I want you but there's nothing I can do or say
To make you stay

In the morning sun I feel like you're beside me
But when the day is done I try to find that part of me that wants to be alone
But all I wanna do is find you to show you I can't make it home
Without you

I slowly go,
I turn around,
I wonder if you are watching me

Now the moment's gone
Full of vivid pictures
I can't tell right from wrong
Or fantasy from fiction and I know
One more day is all I really need to go completely insane
Yet I refrain

And I silently ride
The dead-end road
I wonder if you are following me

I realize nothing is definitive
I compromise my ability to forgive
Every day I gain a little part of me
Every day something new occurs to me
I let you go and now honestly I understand
Now I know just how much you were in demand
Every day I lose a little part of me
Every day something new occurs to me