Growing Pains

I cant live with you, but I cant live with out ya
Not breathin' with you, it hard to breathe without ya
Think to myself everyday, how they slit us apart?
Four different men that shared the same heart

It had to happen this way, us go our separate way
Would be lyin' if I said, I didnt Miss Col Fax Days
Sit and think to myself how this thing has changed my life
Damn, we was suppose to be boys for life

This is my growin' pains 'cause by the fortune and fame
Thought wed be together forever and ever and ever
Never thought wed go our separate ways
Now, look how things have changed
Looks like there never, ever be the same

So hard to explain what went wrong
After we were together for too long
Now, never be the same again
Tell me how this thing happened?
Damn, this is my growin' pain

Some people dont know that I tried it again
Even though I was sour, I tried to be a man
I couldnt hold a grudge, knowin' in my heart I still had love
But If yall knew what went down youd be like,"What the fuck?"
They say, you dont know what you got until its gone
Loyalty, honesty, where did we go wrong?
I guess it was Gods grace for me to be alone

This is my growin' pains 'cause by the fortune and fame
Thought wed be together forever and ever and ever
Never thought wed go our separate ways
Now, look how things have changed
Looks like there never, ever be the same

So hard to explain what went wrong
After we were together for too long
Now, never be the same again
Tell me how this thing happened?
Damn, this is my growin' pain

How could this ever be, them no longer apart of me?
What did you do to turn them other boys against me?
I just have one thing to say
What you do comes back your way

So many things were said
So many false statements about me against my manager Chris
Sometimes I just feel like givin' up
Like I was nothin', like I couldnt go on with out them

But now, I feel like God is lookin' down on me
And he should carry my soul as I take this solo journey
I never meant for any of this to happen
Im sorry, but I have no regrets

This is my growin' pains 'cause by the fortune and fame
Thought wed be together forever and ever and ever
Never thought wed go our separate ways
Now, look how things have changed
Looks like there never, ever be the same

So hard to explain what went wrong
After we were together for too long
Now, never be the same again
Tell me how this thing happened?
Damn, this is my growin' pain
Damn, damn, this is my growin' pain