Good Loyalty

How would I know?
If you were cheating.
Just like the winds blow.
When we're tweeting.

Why would I care?
Is it because you love me.
I just want some air.
Just know that I would take the knee.

Everyone wants to have someone loyal.
It's not going to happen.
Even if we have some rich and loyal.
I'm controlling you just like an admin.

Now I know what it feels like.
Being treated poorly.
Getting hurt with that same spike.
Everyone feeling insecurely.

What is loyalty?
Is it the same as good?
I'm pretty sure that it's not royalty.
Burning fast like firewood.

I don't want to be just like you.
I want to be someone perfect.
Trust is crumbled and never new.
But I want to at least respect you.

Can I have some good loyalty.
I know I can treat you good.
Not fancy like your toiletry.
Just like you left babyhood.

Why can't i be loved?
Am I ugly?
I don't want to be shoved.
Beautiful as if I was sunny.

You don't have to lie.
Even if you want to hang out.
I don't want you to die.
Even if we still have a drought.

We'll never have the same relationship.
Even if you still want to kiss.
You'll be the one with leadership.
You know that is my last wish.

I want you badder than anyone else.
I just want to be better than my old self.
Those clothes really smell.
Made fun of for looking like an elf.

If you have feeling for me,
I wouldn't care.
Making food for a honeybee.
But please don't let me get a scare.

All i want is some good loyalty.
Even if there ain't no good girls.
Don't have to be rich with royalty.
So sweet just like a couple of pearls.

Just be loyal.................