Good Friends, Bad Habits

I've good friends with bad habits
what am I to do?
literary romantics
they fuck like Wilde
and indulge like Hemingway

I've good friends with bad habits
and a tenancy towards negligence
just petty thieves and addicts
that don't hurt anyone
but they'll burn anyway

Well sometimes, like every time a train passes,
I get jealous of the long nights
and blurred lights
the red eyes
the bar fights
where in the hell am I, and how did I get here?
with one shoe, and which way to the nearest train?

Sometimes, like every time she breathes,
I embrace my routine