Gone Leaving

look what you've done to me
I can't even keep in touch
i hate i just lost a very good friend
she could've been my one true love (yeah)

she wanted more, but I wasn't ready
(living my life. loving the fame)
me keeping it real made her heart heavy
(i should have lied, stayed in the game)
And i can admit it
scared me when she said

Where is this going?
I said i'm not ready
she said she's leaving
sumthin bout her clock ticking
and she wants children

ho

look what you've done to me
you found you a brand new love
Atleast you call me ever now and again (ha)
to playfully rub it in

But when I ask you are you happy
(there is a sigh, painfully YES!)
but one year later, you got married
(I asked you why, you said you were pressed)
Now it hurts me
when i hear you say

You don't know where this is going
You're not ready
And you're leaving
time is still ticking
but now your expecting children

Now she's single
and I'm seeing more of her
I realize
the more time we spend together
the more i miss her
who she was

It's not the same
she's changed
now she got a daughter
I'm wondering
what role she'll play in my life
and me and hers

and I don't know
where this is going
now i'm ready
as a friend no more leaving
break the clock no more ticking
i'll be there for your children
be there to hold you
help you pick up your pieces
oh
can't let it all fall apart