Glad You Were Never Close To Final

got tired while trying to ruin you in me
does it hurt as much as i feel that i've been feeling
and i know its something hard to forget
maybe killing is what you asking for

i feel your fever and suddenly the hate in me fraying out my vains
i saw the dark but couldnt back off
the sweet rage of you that i cant resist

even if i wont be able to save myself i swear i'll take you with me
promises only made it worse and led you make me stare you go again

can't you see the wounds are so deep
you shouldnt have let them keep bleeding
i have no faith in you anymore

you made everything complicated and never looked behind for the rest for the timeless lost
do you remember my name
do you know how i regret
im still there in your head
what will destroy your thoughts
i always wanted more forgiveness when you tried to hurt my soul that finished me

i never thought me and you will be shattered
now pieces are gone
i wanna find that place i never belong
before i lost myself
i wanna live it all like i never exist
get out of my mind

can't you see the wounds are so deep
you shouldnt have let them keep bleeding
i have no faith in you anymore