Genuine

Outside your window in the rain
I fill my mind up with cliche's
From movie scenes and books I've read
Can't save me from the way I feel right now
I'm so cold

The months roll by
And blur in to my peace of mind returns to youth
My focus fades
The thoughts of all the things I've burnt
From touching because
I'm on fire, spinning into you

I used to see right through that smile
And break it down in record time
I used to see right through that smile
For the first time
I can feel it's genuine

Walking backwards through the ashes
Bring me back
I'm ready to be burnt one time
And paid in full
Attenuate my future blows
With one quick rush of pain
I swear this is the last one
I'll ever feel again

I used to see right through that smile
And break it down in record time
I used to see right through that smile
For the first time
I can feel it's genuine

I won't wait for that phone call
This is the worst
Of any first I could have
Distaste can replace
What was left to decay
From the moment I move on
Welcome to goodbye, goodbye
And it's all goodbye
And it's all goodbye

I can feel it's genuine