Dear mama, I'm up in this sickness I robbed my adversaries, but slipped and a witness Wonder if they'll catch me, or this nigga snitch Should I his bitch, or make the nigga rich? Don't wanna murder, but damn they got me trapped Hawkin while I'm walkin, and talkin my back I'm kind of schizophrenic, I'm in shit to win it Cause a Wheel of, Fortune here's my chance to spin it Got no for cops, who trip and try to catch me Too fuckin trigger happy, to let suckers snatch me Niggaz jealous (jealous) tryin to find my stash Whip out the nine, now I'ma dive and your ass Peter picked a pepper, but I can pick a Snatched him a bitch, and threw him in the trunk The punk thought I was bluffin, but swear I'm nothin Before I your life, first wrestle with these, mics I listen to him scream, Tray went insane I the little, mites had finally found his brain New pull me over, I'm sentenced to the pen that little, bird, he snitched and told a, friend It's trouble on my mind, I'm with the old And five-oh, blaow blaow.
Dear mama, they sentenced me to Today's my final day, I'm countin breath I'm bitter cause I'm dyin, so I haven't seen I know you never dreamed, baby would be dead at 16 I got beef with a sick society doesn't give a shit And too quick to say goodbye to me tell me the preacher's there for me He's a crook with a book, that motherfucker cared for me He's only here to be I don't drop a dime to God bout the crimes commitin on the poor, and how can these people me? They my peers and in all these years, they ain't never love me I never got to be a man, must be part of some big to keep a in the state pen And to my homies out buryin Steer of these Aryan motherfuckers Cause once they got you up They got you trapped, you're off gettin shot up I'm self-defense is the way Please, stay strapped, pack a gat day I wish I known while I was out there Now I'm headin for the chair.
Dear mama, these don't understand me I turned to a life of crime, cause I came a broken family My uncle used to touch me, I never you that Scared you might do, I couldn't hold you back I kept it deep inside, I let it fuel my anger I'm for all my homies, no mercy for a stranger The in my cell, is 16 as well It's hard to adapt, when you're black and you're trapped in a Hell I shouldn'ta let him me Instead of livin sad in jail I coulda died and happy And my cellmate's raped on the And around the dorm, you can hear his asshole gettin torn They made me an Can't sleep, instead of countin sheep, countin cannibals And how it is in the pen Turn old and cold, and your soul is your best My prayed for me Tell the Lord to way for me, prepare any day for me (why?) Cause when they come for me they a struggler To the I take the breath from your jugular The trick is to never hope I found my buddy dead from a rope.