Funeral

I'm singing at a funeral tomorrow
For a kid a year older than me
And I've been talking to his dad, it makes me so sad
When I think too much about it, I can't breathe

And I have this dream where I'm screaming underwater
While my friends are waving from the shore
And I don't need you to tell me what that means
I don't believe in that stuff any more

Jesus Chris, I'm so blue all the time
And that's just how I feel
Always have, and I always will
I always have and always will

I have a friend I call
When I've bored myself to tears
And we talk until we think we might just kill ourselves
But then we laugh until it disappears

And last night I blacked out in my car
And I woke up in my childhood bed
Wishing I was someone else, feeling sorry for myself
When I remembered, someone's kid is dead

Jesus Christ, I'm so blue all the time
And that's just how I feel
Always have, and I always will
I always have and always will

And it's 4 a.m.
Again
And I'm doing nothing
Again