Forgive Me Being Lost

Shit, I don't trust nobody
Shit, so many motherfuckers with motives
Shit, you don't know who to trust
So fuck it, everybody suspect (God, forgive me for being lost)
I don't trust no motherfucker but Boosie Badazz

If rules get broke and niggas get crossed, forgive me for being lost
If pussy niggas get knocked off, forgive me for being lost
Daddy thugging, cousin hustling, out the bottle, drinking, fucking
God, forgive me for being lost

Momma struggling, granny watch us, gangster partners, oh my
Can't afford it so we stole it, we was roaches, no lie
Saw my first body dead in the street at 8, oh my
Lil Glen just blew his brains out with his own four five
"Put it in a pot, make it lock 'til it drop" that's what my uncle told
Went to cocaine school and got a A-, honor roll
Love with my momma, shouldered me and my brother (love you, ma)
Tough love with my daddy sure made me and him tougher
Just waking up every morning made me out a hustler
'Cause granny house was the block where everybody sold butter
(Woke up to) People dying, bullets flying, mommas crying, oh my
80's baby when it was coke crazy, no lie, no lie

If pussy niggas get knocked off, forgive me for being lost
Daddy thugging, cousin hustling, out the bottle, drinking, fucking
God, forgive me for being lost

They tried to give me life, said I'm bad for the community (no)
How I'm supposed to feel about some people tried to ruin me? (Cold)
Why should I stop for the cops if they shooting me?
While I get rich, my IRS friends using me (they're using me)
Cold winters, why us? I need answers
If I sin, God forgive me, but my baby need Pampers
My family need prayers, dear God, we on the bless docket
Aunty got cancer, my little cousin, he on Crime Stoppers
I don't know what you know, but all I know is what I learned
Pussy will kill you and 70 percent of these niggas turned
So momma, I'm lost, I grew up fed up
Big Ro, Growl Nitti, this is Cain and Abel

If pussy niggas get knocked off, forgive me for being lost
Daddy thugging, cousin hustling, out the bottle, drinking, fucking
God, forgive me for being lost