No invisible, speechless, deaf and blind child With neglected pleasures addicted to denial Floating through time towards a warm arm With an appetite for the emptiness that promises, no
No more uncontrollable eruptions of depression A primal S.O.S. from the barren prison of selfless That only the guilty innocent souls know Buried in a scar tissue of a defective ego
No more relentless through bodies seeking self Settling through competitive combat for what's left on the A mad melee of supply and demand by a gullible pride That leads to the you that suffocates inside
No more, forever no more I've unshut my eyes And the difference between God's and man's will was realized Seeing and parallel lives some liquid and others frozen Led me to never seek from man God has chosen
the negative whispering subsided and the panicking ceased The undercurrent suppression of pent up was released As the mystery of the unknown manifested clear A positive of truth entered my ear
Now across my face is a new smile With the newly revealed meaning of a child A message of hope is being released from my And I am with dedication to do my part
All I ever wanted was to be what I once was, Somehow it got all twisted and before long As though was a continuous connive, thrive, drive Choking out the simple joy of just alive
Now I am filled with love and I sing a song A for yesterday, today, tomorrow and beyond My new prayer is, thank you God for me free And you God for giving me back me