Fixing Rubble Building Us

We walk and think and sink and love and fear. We're afraid of earthing. Dizzy. Spinning. Die. Die before it's all through. Fall and hit my head on you. Cut a coat pocket in my heart to save you. Wait. On this corner I am coming. This will be different. I've learned to feel different. Not through capsules. Zipped up my coat. I'm not so cold. Drained my acid mote. I'm not so alone. I know. I left you. In the mountains. I wrote you a letter. But you needed the mountains. And I had to get better. I'm not going to take back. I meant everything. I sleep better, crazy. I think better, sick. Zipped up my coat. I'm not so cold. I drained my acid mote. I'm not so alone.