Finally

For too long now I've been trying to work out how,
I can pull myself from this pit I've dug for me alone to fit.
How I've lied to the friends who stand at my side,
In not letting them see, the darker parts of me.

Finally, I've grown back the ability to,
Stop the demons coming in face the night alone again,
I'll never feel the cold again as far as I can know. (x2)

I'm gonna be moving on I'm gonna be moving out,
I feel I've got the grips of what this game is all about,
The days have definitely seen me turn from blue to grey to black,
So convinced that I would never be able to find my own way back.

I thought I could continue to be carefree,
I thought my default was pre-set to happy,
Suddenly a smile is a face you put on,
Muscles are moving but meaning has gone.

Now no more,
Closing all the doors and willingly wasting away the day,
No more, I'm feeling so unsure about something I wanna say.

I find out that I've got the means to turn it inside out,
Shedding a layer of skin,
Clean slate and we fucking breathe again.

Finally I've grown back the ability to,
Stop the demons coming in face the night alone again,
I'll never feel the cold again as far as I can know. (x2)

Is anyone, anyone in the mood to turn it on.
I wanna, I wanna find myself some fun (x2)

For too long now I've been trying to work out how,
I can pull myself from this pit I've dug for me alone to fit.
How I've lied to the friends who stand at my side,
In not letting them see, the darker parts of me.

Finally, I've grown back the ability to,
Stop the demons coming in face the night alone again,
I'll never feel the cold again as far as i can know (x2)

Cause my body's outta sight (far as I can go),
No need for me to hide (far as I can go),
They try to pull me back I say no please no,
I'll never feel the cold again as far as I can go.

Finally, I've grown back the ability to,
Stop the demons coming in face the night alone again,
I'll never feel the cold again as far as I can go (x2)