Feel The Same

well i got another letter in the mail today
after 27 lines i hadn't a thing to say
it said "i love you little brother but i don't know why you let your hair get long and your soul grow tired"

and so i took another walk into the grocery mall
and i took a couple of photos of the bathroom stalls
it seems that everyone is looking for the next good time
it made me feel a little funny so i closed my eyes

i started wishing for a chemical that make me feel
a little more animal, a little less real
i settled for the cigarette i got from the girl outside
she said i talked a little funny but i didn't mind

oh, am i never gonna feel the same way?
oh, am i ever gonna feel the same way?

well i find it sorta silly how we push and pull
scratching like a kitty til our paws are dull
it seems your brother likes boys but he ties his shoes
with the right side first, baby just like you

so i put a lot of make up on a cash machine
and i dressed up like a lady on a mezzanine
i started hollering a curse from the room upstairs
you see i thought that i was mighty but the truth is i'm scared

oh, am i never gonna feel the same way?
oh, am i ever gonna feel the same way?