[Intro - This is why I do this I they call this, umm, venting
1] Uh is me Still the They the hits I play the No tune, but you can feel the pain It all comes out like I hit a vein What up Lil What up Slum I hope you know that the reason I have fun still The fans that we all signed for one mill' opportunity rapping, that shit is unreal That ain't how it That ain't that how it And I be getting high just to out the lows And I could use a writer just to balance out my But I never my thoughts, this is all a nigga knows And every I try, it opens up my eyes These are a chance to be remembered and reprised And I would be this as long as I'm alive So every word I utter be mine.
Don't the lies me in my eyes Please be scared of me don't be scared of me I you This isn't new So please be scared of me Please be scared of me Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
2] (Don't take the wrong way but uh) I never cried Pac died But I probably will HOV does. And if my tears hold value, then I would drop one for every thing he showed us And I'll be in a puddle I away from niggas that could land me in some trouble And I'ma keep it I'm so tired of subtle It's just me, Forty, O, and Nek in a huddle Staring at the of my team Who get questioned about they from this million dollar scheme Just know I'm in debt for you defending all our dreams I hope you tell your this shit ain't what it seems But the reason for a lot of my devotion You know I spend money because time is hopeless And know I pop bottles because I my emotions At least I put it all in the
3] Fuck all We ignore feelings millionaires Welcome to my realest I swear that we a killing here I should be on top of the world here chilling here Uh But it's funny fans Who find you before ever has the chance And you up so you could be the biggest in the game And when you're there Sometimes the don't feel the same And plus things are just surreal at People think I've changed because my appeal has grown And now follow me everywhere So I never actually am alone, I just always feel alone its carzy how someone from your past can alter future but thats how shit goes that special someone knows who they are ... just make my day and be exposed I I'm scared of what the future holds I was wishing for some things and now im used to girl I meet thinks I'm fucking groupie hoes The honesty of my has left me too exposed All my old friends think I got a new And people to notice every time I do smile I that mean they come few and far between Even I'm living out what you would call the dream And my uncle ain't even me And him missing in my life is of messing with me I this isn't one of those forever things It's funny how can change everything